..boRn tO winDow shOp..

2004-06-22T12:08:00.000+10:00

heyyy - i'm at school.. tis so boring
we're meant to be watching 'The Hurricane' or some crap - i dunno - but it has denzil washington and its a tru story - not good =(
i spoke 2 paul for about an hr-ish on the fone last nite - afta i called him back.. lol
we had such a d'n'm twas good - n i found out that the guys do rating system things aswell lmao.. how funny!!!
i'm hungry - but i dont have any food - lol smart ey??!?!
errr... sum guys r playin cards rite next 2 me.. lol thats super kewl.. ^o) 'RALPH' playin cards with nearly naked chix on em *ai yai yai - typical male*
hahaha so i've turned and im on the weirdest angle ever! woahhness.. lol
anyway - i'm sooo bored..
oh my gooooooooooodness - jeffrey gets on my nerves soo bad!
hes STILL going on about how i like rj.. -pfft yeah u found me out 8-) *that was in a sarcastic voice if u didnt realise.. lol*
i'm like: oh yeh totally.. 8-) oh my goodness jeffrey get over urself!!!
haha.. smart huh!!
chyeah, this movie is sehr sehr langweilig!! (very very boring)
(8) lalala open up the g8s n let the king of glory in.. fill this house with praises as we lift our hands 2 worship u (8)
g2g buh bye.. lol
the period finished

2004-06-21T18:46:00.000+10:00

HEYY.. lol
how long have i not posted for.. honestly! lol Well.. lots n lots has happened.. i guess - lol..
i'll tell ya bout' SYG! which i have been recently 'de-flowered' from - lol
well.. twas GREAT fun - as i hadn't been before it was a new experience.. - gr8 fun though -

Friday Night

At 5:30 i finished work experience - which was BORING - then i walked to the church n basically sat around till everyone got ther.. n finally left at 7! geez - slackers - jokin...
mm so yeah, i went in the car with rj.. n chris m, tim n james.. that was great.. 8-) lol..
then we arrived - YAY.. n i found out our camp site was sooo close 2 everything - sorta.
and elise showed me our tent - it was HUGE lol.. excellent!
and yeh.. then we went inside 4 the opening ceremony
HOW AWESOME WERE MONASH @ TEAM MOTIVATION!! oOoooo.. i luv u oompa loompas!!
lol.. but we came second - should of been FIRST! lol

Saturday
yeah well - woke up on saturday 2 find elle still asleep - lazy!! lol.. but since i didn't have to get up till ages.. i tried to sleep in a bit.. but it didnt work 2 well as i got up pretty quickly.. everyone soon departed off to their sports.. and jeffrey, chris, chris n amy were left around the camp fire! it was alright, bit boring though
jeffrey did fall off his chair though - backwards - it was SO funny!
then chris mckenna went off to play darts - and became the champion 4 a 2nd yr running!!
then chris hipe n amy.. n me n jeffrey got driven by the clarkes to badminton.. which we LOST - oh go us! lol
then saturday afternoon amy, catherine and i went to table tennis - wow so energetic hey.. lol
and i LOST miserably - the chik i played against became the champion.. lol, catherine lost 2.. woo but amy - lil table tennis nerd got to the second round - lol
and then.. at about four, catherine and i were smart n beat the rush for the showers! w00t! lol n we were ther while everyone was pushin 2 get in, we were dryin our hair with my hair dryer.. hahah lol
n then yeah, OH YEAH - we watched the sexual monash people do their erobix.. go couttsy - i cant believe he got up n kept goin!! oh my goodness.. i so wouldnt of been able 2 do that!
but go monash!! lol! then yeah, the evening service was pretty good... oh n luv u kat!
n yeh so i slept with jess n amy.. well i slept in their tent.. lol

SUNDAY
well - sunday morning jess soooo needed to pee - oh the hilariousity, so we waddled to the toilet.. lol!!! and yeah.. YES ROBBIE - ALL about u!! lolz
yeah, and then i didnt get 2 play any sports that morning.. i cant really remember what i did actually.. uhmm OH YEAH i remember - OH the horror!!!! i got up early again n peter o'neil made me go 2 the guys triathalon (thats how u spell it!) n waited with juzzy's bike :| n i nearly froze my toes off! n then i saw paul with out his top on.. haha hairy nipples.. lol *errrrrrr did i say that - no of course not*
but yeah that was dead boring.. n i forgot 2 take my lunch.. n then i stayed n watched monash win basketball YAY!!!!!!! GO PETE n petes bro n asian dude (as paul n i so kindly named em.. lol)
yeah.. n then we went n played ulitmate frisbee.. well i didnt play much - lol i SUK! and yeah..
buttttttttt then we left - yay - cuz i was a bit grumpy - not yay - lol
and yeah.. but then we did our erobix.. hehehe n amy fell over ONTO stage! yayyyyyyyyy go amy! n then at the end i did sum retarded laughin.. i dno man - im odd -
but yeah..
i sooooooo nearly fell asleep in the evening service.. but i had so much fun singin the songs - i sooo felt like god was ther..
i dno man - it was so good!
yeh..how much fun was the disco! lol excitment 2 the max!!!!! all the guys r super sexy dancers, lol
yeah n then we stayed up.. yup
n then went 2 bed :)

MONDAY
well.. we woke up - packed up our stuf - elise was still in bed at 10.. so peter o'neil dragged her outta her bed - twas funny!
then we went 2 the closin ceremony
that was awesome - catherine n i were like sittin away from everyone - behind swanny c.o.c 2 watch the erobix.. rj was sooo not smiling :P lol
and when they read out that we won.. we SCREAMED sooo loud.. n i was very highpitched.. lol
and we just RAN over 2 the group.. and woah i was soooo happy n in shock.. lol!!
that was SO good!!!! wow.. u should see the photo of the group.. lol i look like the biggest retard.. cant say robbie looks much better tho.. lol :P
u luv it rj!
but yeah.. then me n chris n tim went bak with robbie.. n chris had sooo much food - honestly! lol..
and yeah.. then we got bak 2 the church..
n i went home n cried then i went 2 peter n ali's house.. we ate 23 boxes of pizza.. WOAH lol!! it was fun!! i think i nearly died on paul tho.. lol as in sleepyness die-in.. yeh
then i cant b bothered typin n e more
it was a GREAT w/e had by all tho..
*Lets go 4 a ride*
GO MONASH!!
better go
cya..
ta ta luv jen!

2004-04-26T22:39:00.000+10:00

g'day g'day.. tis monday the 26th ob april!
skool was VERY sukky today =( *cries*.. cuz this guy (whos in yr 9) "loves" me.. and has since july last yr..! i knew about it then.. but i thought it was over.
right i supose i better say what happened from the start..
ben boyd (the guy) was in production with me last year n we were friends rite then he suddenly decided that he loved me.. and calls me non stop and stuff... i think i have politely rejected him like 3 times.. [this was all last yr] basically he has left me alone since november last yr.. but before then he put me through all this crap like he used to swear at me and call me names.. even though he suposedly loved me.. i got really depressed and stuff over it because he was verbally harrasing me, still every time he said he loved me i felt soooooo bad [despite the nasty things he said to me] i felt awful!... and this year just today he decides to 'confess' his love for me again! his two friends that he has.. i know one of them (ben franklin - i love him to bits hes such a sweetie.. [hes in production aswell]) and the other chick i didn't know.. anyway they came up to me.. and ben franklin (the nice one) said: jen...
and the girl butted in: ben (the stalker one - he knows where i live and he knows so much about me =( its sooooooooooo scary!) anyway.. ben likes you again!
and i'm like: no i refuse to believe it
and this went on for a while until i was like nearly crying.. and ben franklin (the nice one) pulled me into a hug and was like: jen it's alright, i know you don't want to hurt him again and its not your fault.
hes such a sweetie.. and he was like rubbing my back when that stupid girl was like: C'MON! BEN (the stalker evil one) WANTS TO TALK TO YOU..
and i was like: i can't do this all over again! its too much!
and yeh.. and then i just sort of left..
then after school at rehersals i saw ben franklin (the nice one) and he hugged me and apologized for ben (the stalker one)
i just want it all to stop! and to top that day off.. in graphics kyle was teasing me sooooooooo much about dimitri.. it made me sooooooo upset! all in all i had a baddddddddddd day!
anyway i better go..
---------------> yeh oh and rj since you are the only one who is going to read this (the only person i know anyway) feel free to show juzzy (but no 1 else).. i dunno i trust you guys heaps.. and yeah thats the full story of ben which no one except you guys will kno... luv u both stax =)
cya luv stax jen!

2004-04-25T22:33:00.000+10:00

eyy.. i just got bak from church like half an hr ago.. lol it was fun fun fun =) i luvvvvv church! =D
2 day i went 2 a.b.'s (amys) house n then we met mandy at church n went 2 the choir thingo.. that was loads of fun.. except we didnt kno sum of the words.. lol but it was still good =) then we got bak 2 the church at like 4.. n got gloria jeans =) yummmmmm! n then amys mum picked us up n we went 2 the glen n got stuff... n then uhmm we had pizza 4 dinna.. amy had FOUR pieces n i only had twO!! lol! then we wented 2 church.. good times! lol church was gooooooooooood.. lmao i feel so sorry 4 juzzy cuzza his foot.. ai yai yai! oh that reminds me i was standin next 2 him while we were singin n afta hes like: ur a reeli good singer.. i could hear u.. n i was like: im NooooOootttt! it was amusin! and then i CANNOT believe rj!! he tried 2 give back the PRESENT (emphasis on present) that i gave him!! *cries* :'( he is such a meanie bum! but its aiight in the end cuz i got his beanie.. yehh n then his jacket.. haha.. that was kinda mean of me wasnt it? ahh well.. its only rj! (lol j/k dude u kno i luv ya) =P lolz!!
oooh.. ich bin eine SEHR grosse IDIOT!! i cannot believe myself.. i am such a loooooooooooser!!! ahh i cant believe it.. talk about stupidity radiating off me!! dumbness 2 the max!! =| (dont ask y) this secret i WILL take 2 the grave with me..[except i told amy.. ^o) ohwell]
never mind about that n roberto, don't ask.. just dont =P lol [u prolly will but oh well =P]
anyway i better go.. ciao!
luv stax
JeNN!!!

2004-04-23T22:51:00.000+10:00

g'day g'day.. tis the 23 of april and i got home from youth group (or should i say gener8 [mashed is so much betta =P]) lol it was heapssss fun.. it was a carnival nite!! it was sooo much fun!! =D yayness.. aww juzzy is soo madd!! like as in kewl not crazy!! this will sound soo so so so dumb but i was like neeli cryin when he told us about his life.. he musta been thru soo much crap =( i felt soo bad 4 him! i really shouldnt have faves.. but him n roberto r like my fave leaders.. and i'm not saying i don't luv em all.. just rj n justin r like sooo kewl man!! they r awsum 2 the max.. =P [rj if u read this.. which u most likely will b cuz i'll b like: I UPD8ED MY BLOG! lol.. u dont have 2 show n e 1 =P]
do u kno wat is so much good fun.. MY CHOPSTICK!! i still have it.. eXcitement 2 the MAX!!! lol i luv it.. its gunna go round the world with me [not like im goin round the world n e time soon.. butttttt] actually i'll prolly lose it by monday.. and then i'll cry!! did u kno.. tHat... juzzy n rj r like not leaders.. but they r.. if that makes sence [it doesnt actually but i know what i mean so.. it doesnt matter does it? nOoo] lol wel n e wayyyz i better be off.. cuz im reeli quite thirsty!!ciao!!
luv stax..
JeNzo!!

2004-04-12T19:04:00.000+10:00

hey its 7:15 pm on the 12th of april.. last nite/this morning i went to a movie marathon it went from 11:40pm to 5:30am.. we saw:
-Secret Window = good movie i reckon.. johny depp was hot.. lol
-50 First Dates = it was alrite the second time.. i guess
-The Missing = it was o.k.a.y, lol
yer.. it was kinda gay tho.. i got pretty upset as well.. b cuz everyone except for like amy.. and chris mckenna (some of the time) oh n chris hipe (a lil bit) were picking on me/teasing me.. i'm not sure they actually meant to.. but it hurt my feelings.. lol that sounds soo gay, it upset me okay :P i felt sooooooooooooOOooooo excluded!! cuz like chrissie and amy were 2 getha.. then everyone else was 2 getha.. i was like in the middle, ahh well
lol we got 2 jess' house at 6 this morning and then like went 2 sleep straight away, then got woken up at 1:30.. damn!
lol well i dun really have n e thing else to rite.. i g2g 4 dinner now
ciao!
luv jen!!

2004-04-02T23:14:00.000+10:00

hallo, well its the 2nd of april.. and its also 11:08p.m, i recently a while ago got home from...... ROLLA RAMA!! our group included: jenx (ME!), paulie (paul), juzzy (justin), a.b (amy), jessca (jess), jess (jess becs sista), bec (beccy), chrissie (chris m), hipey (chris h), carlos (carl), kat (kathleen), jeffrey (jeff), sarz (sarah) and beccy n jess' cuzn.
it was soooooooooo much fun! YAY!! lmao, juzzy n i were like singing along to all of the songs!! hes such a good sk8er... LMAO i was gunna rite singer...!! oh yehh!! lol
omi gosh he scared me sooo bad the hole nite.. cuz i was like sk8in with him sum times.. and he would suddenly go infront of me.. n i was like woahhhhh! and oooh i went ova 2 talk 2 pauliee.. who was like at the wall.. n juzzy (unknown 2 me) was behind me and he was gunna talk 2 paul 2.. but he banged into me.. and like hugged/smacked into me.. it gave me the biggest shock! i was like :O scary!!
it was heaps fun tho.. chrissie FELL OVA LMAO *L*!! i didn't fall ova once!!!!
and eww.. i didnt have sox.. jeffrey stole the 1s i was gunna wear! pffft!!!
ahh well i had heaps of fun n e waY!!! ohh.. n i dno wat im gunna do bout kyle =( =S
crappy..
ahh well
i bettah go, ciao!!
Luv jeN!!!!!

2004-03-17T18:32:00.000+11:00

hiyyaaa self! n whoeva reads this, lol
well 2 day was VAIR boring.. but i did have like a 2 hr bath... with bubbles n candles.. VERY relaxing and nice.. lol i had 2 keep adding hot water tho.. lol i hadn't had a bath since october not last yr but the yr b 4 (2002) when we were in Queensland..
lol
i am still obsessing over john patrick amedori.. he is so gorjus..
n do u kno hoo rox! n is VERY kewl? amy lee from evanescence! I adore her (in a strictly not lesbian way..lol)
she has very kewl fashion.. lol! its odd but its suPa kewl!
=D
excitement 2 the max.. lol thats reeli gay =P *rolls eyes*
jessca tolded me that kyle came 2 my house 2 day.. but ob course i wasnt home cuz i was pikin up emIi from skool.. lol suKka =P i mean, oh no how tragic!
LMAO.. i watched rove last nite.. i LOVE rove aswell.. ***.. soccer balls.... i'll take ten ..*** lol that was amsuin.. corrine grant rox aswell.. Extreme GRant... how funny.. lol
Oooo.. my person hanging on my necklace is hanging in my cleavage.. geez some people/necklaces.. lol.. ewww doesnt taste 2 nice!
one more thing.. pauLiie is such an awsum friend... lol n same with amy n laura.. wOOot.. lol n cat!! n kiri.. but i hardly c kiri =( like twice a yr.. we r gunna do HEAPS in the holidays.. welll we think we r n e way!
YAY youth alive next week =D i am goin!!
i betta go..
CIAO,
luv jenzO!

2004-03-16T19:36:00.001+11:00

hIYYAAA bloggy thingo!
i have decided i'm gunna type normally, just 2 please robbie.. lol *L* well normally 4 me n e way.. haha!
guess wat movie i am totally obsessed with? THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT! and do u kno who is totally GORJUS in that movie?? John Patrick Amedori!! he plays teenage evan! i luv him soooo much, he is hot as man! aWw.. n i also LOVE jason smith! he plays robbie in home and away he is gorjus aWwww =) yay! lol!
awWw poor pauLie man, something happened [but i dno wat] but i just hope he cheers up, cuz i h8 2 c him like all depresso =( it makes me upset! i am so worried 4 him! =(
hmm.. =( poor hun!
oh.. omi gosh kyle touch my arse like sOO many times 2 day i was like.. OH LORD! lol it was uhmm.. weird wats with that boy n my arse.. just cuz its like big doesnt mean he hasta touch it.. lol!! rightyo.. i think i have finished my rant now.. n i'm also ment 2 b doin my h/w so i betta go!
CIAO
luv jen

2004-03-15T17:47:00.000+11:00

haLLoo!!
aHh roBbiie has maDe me feeL guiLty 4 noT goiN 2 tHe beaCh daY on saT.. i reaLLy waNted 2 gO asWeLL.. i haVe no Idea y i DidNt enD up goIn!! =S lolz...
a.B seD theRe is a fOto ob me n heR paIntiN iN the hOuse neXt dOor 2 cHurcH! lol, hOw veRy eMbaRraSing, =P.
hRmmM.. do u kNo y i aM a nOOdLe wHen it cOmez 2 kYLe.. weLL b cuz hE keEpz touChin mY aRse.. lol naRr thaTs noT it.. buT oh i dNo, i juST dnO if i waNt commitment realLy.. liKe i donT wna leaD hiM on or anYthiNg.. cuZ i stiLL likE hiM! buT oh oHh i dnO waT 2 do.. i aMm soOoo CONFUZZLED its vaiR craPPy! =S heLp me! lolz..
diD u kNo, i thiNk RJ is very keWL.. he is suCh a greaT perSon 2 taLk 2! wOOoT!! lolz..i caNt beLieVe saRZ!! she diDnt find us (the nerds) aLL miNi rJ'z 2 d8.. lol! i meaN c'moN kYLe is no RJ =P lmaO.. but hes seXuaL.. or not, i mean uhmMMm.. lol, nar but reaLLy rj rOx hes sUpa kewL! and FunNyy.. i lauGh aLot wHen taLkin 2 hiM!
Hrmm.. i haVent taLkd 2 paULiie in aGes.. well since yesterdaY, i hOpe the pOor gUY is oKay.. (did u knO pauL has a sexual cleavage!) =D
weLL i beTTa go!!
CYA!! luv jeN

2004-03-14T22:52:00.000+11:00

hiYYa.. i just watched the osbournes on dvd.. wOOot they r sOo kewl.. sharon is CRAZY as maN.. lol
oZzy kiX aRsse! lolz.. n e waYzz i WeNted 2 cHurcH 2 nyT n jeFFrey goTTed baPtiSed, wOOooO gO gOon! lolz..
n yeH.. paULiie was aLL dePreSSo =( i woNdeR waT haPPeneD.. oR maYbe he jUss waS tiRed... buT maN i'm jusS woRriieD bouT hiM! =( i hOpe he was jUss tiRed! hiS reaSon 4 noT getTiin baPtiSed was VERY legit in my eYes, i uNderStanD!
aHh i am SoOoo tiRed.. *yaWnz* lol.. church waS gOod 2 nyT.. cePt peTer oneil taLked me In2 geTtin cHoCciez 4 tHe fuNd raIseR thinGo.. buT i dId haVe a niCe chAt 2 roBBiiEe my daRLing oLd luNatiC peRsoN i LoOk up 2.. kiNda.. rigHhttt!!!!! i dNo waT im oN aboUt now.. buH i g2g, p'S r hOme..
i'll up d8 on KYLe l8a... =S cRaP maN i'm sucH a nOoDle..
CIAO!
luV staX, me!! =)

2004-03-10T12:53:00.000+11:00

heYYa! my 2nd entry! i feel so proUD.. loL!
weLL 2 daY was sO borinG, skOoL suX n i waS preTTy tiRed cuz i tawked 2 paULii on the fOne laSt niTe tiLL liKe nEaRlii 12.. lol he'S an AWSUM friend! i juSt wiSh he'D chEer up! hes a greaT guY n doeSnT deSerVe 2 b uPseT!! hes proLLy the beSt fRienD i haVe... weLL n aMy n LauRa as WeLL, buh u kno =P
kYLe piNched my aRse aGen 2 day.. GEEZ wats with that boy =P lol!!
i caNt wait..rove is on 2 nite.. EXCITING! lol.. i wonDer if anyOne wiLL eva reAd thiS.. if they do HELLO.. lol it'll moSt liKeLY b paULii.. soO hIi hUnn! =P
HrRrrrrmmmMm n e waY i liKe kyLe sOOo much =) AwWw.. but he's such an iDiot.. he went frikken biLLy caRTing n got all these big cuts uP his aRms n on his LeG... n then 2 daY in aRt he cut his finGer! omiI goSh.. STOOPID!
lolz.. chyeah, well these posTii thinGs r sOOo boRing! i am a BoRing persoN..
oh n PauLii if u do read this dont teLL n e 1 pleAse ;) lol..
cIaO!!!!
luv frOm Me!

2004-03-08T20:07:00.000+11:00

haLLoo..
today was boring as.. i wented 2 moomba with mii p's n sista :| boring boring! buhh i did c simmy the sno man, anNiie n cLaree! wOoot.. buh i didnt get 2 tawk 2 em.. which sukd ballz.. lol
aWw i misShh kYle =( buh i gettz 2 c him 2 moro.. YAY =) even tho skOoLl sux.. buhh ahh weLLz... tee Hee i like kyLe sOoooo much! he is heaPz gorJus.. n i luRvVe hiS sMiLe.. lol beats Mee y he wanz 2 gO ouT wif me.. loLz..
Oohh i FINALLY finNisHhed my hoSpitalitLy aSsignmeNt! YAY FINALLY! i am SoOoo proUd! lolz.. it tOok a wHiLe! hehe!
i doNt reeLii have anything eLse 2 saY.. oHH buh i'll teLL ya bout my w/e.. lolz,
on FriDayy i wented 2 n.E.R.d.S. n then we bummed n then a.b. n i wentz 2 jeSsii'z hoUse.. it was aLL gOoOOd =) we hadd a fuNn tyM..
theN on saT.. i waLked home frOm JeSsca'z n haDDa shoWa.. theN l8a sHe caMe obba.. n my DaDdii tooOkked us 2 chaDdy.. n we BuMmed there frOm 4-6 when a.b came we toOokd stickka fotOz.. they r fuNnii... then caRliIi n chriSsii came n we buMmed a bit more b 4 we went n saw stUkk on u! i liKed that MoviiE, lol 2 thInkk i didn't evVen wnNa c it In thE firStt pLace.. waTTa *L* hedd i am!
nn Yehh.. thatss aLL i can ThInKk off atm!
loL mY liFe isNt vair interessant!

*..boRn tO winDow shOp..*

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